俯卧撑

EVA中的THANATOS 绫波丽的专属BGM，在丽用N2地雷想与力天使同归于尽时的BGM，真是首伤心的曲子；《Thanatos -If I Can't Be Yours》为eva旧剧场版EOE的片尾曲。音乐表达了绫波面对自己与真嗣不同的事实，为了将存在于否的抉择交予真嗣，自身化为莉莉丝。她将未来赐予真嗣时，婉转悲愁的缠绵之意，蕴含余音绕梁三日不绝的感情。

Now it's time, I fear to tell.
I've been holding it back so long.
But something strange deep inside of me is happening.
I feel unlike.
I've ever felt.
And it's makin' me scared.
That I may not be what I ( think I am ).
What of us, what do I say.
Are we both from a different world.
Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you.
I couldn't face my life without you.
And I'm so afraid. There's nothing to comfort us.
What am I, if I can't be yours.
I don't sleep, don't feel a thing.
And my senses have all but gone.
Can't even cry from the pain, can't shed a tear now.
I realise.
We're not the same.
and it's makin' me sad.
Cos we can't fulfil our dream ( in this life ).
So I must, let us break free.
I can never be what you need.
If there was a way, through the hurt.
Then I would find it.
I'd take the blows. Yes I would fight it.
But this is the one. Impossible dream to live.
What am I, if I can't be yours.